Main Entry: 1prayer
Pronunciation: 'prar, 'prer
Function: noun
Usage: often attributive
Etymology: Middle English, from Middle French preiere, from Medieval Latin precaria, from Latin, feminine of precarius obtained by entreaty, from prec-, prex
1 a (1) : an address (as a petition) to God or a god in word or thought
2 : the act or practice of praying to God or a god
3 : a religious service consisting chiefly of prayers -- often used in plural
4 : something prayed for
5 : a slight chance (haven't got a prayer)
Another issue I contemplate is prayer. Everyone knows what it is like to have urgent prayer request that involves healing, saving or releasing from a great pain. Those are the desperate cries of the injured reaching towards the relief they need to keep on going.
"God Help Me...fast please."
"Oh My God!!!"
"Oh No God"
or
"Oh God No, No, No."
"God save me. Or them."
These are those urgent prayers I mean. The saviour kind. The pleading. The begging.
But what about the other kind of prayer that leads to a true relationship with the unknowable, almighty God of the universe? What about the prayer that is more like a constant dialogue with a really, really trusted friend or mate?
"God, did you see that person's pain today? Is it Your will to heal them? Will you?"
"God, could You impress upon that one to give themselves a chance? Please help them know Your peace."
"God, will You help me not be so angry at the things I can not change or control?"
"God, do You know I love you? A lot."
I am not good at praying out loud, in public, in front any others, because I really just talk to God like He is my very best friend.
He knows my secret heart and loves me still.
He sees the darkness in my soul and saves me from her.
He answers my prayers but not always like I planned. God is stubborn and jealous~wanting all of me and not just the part I have regulated to Sundays. I have not ever had another friend or lover like that. I get concerned when something wants to consume me....but God simply wants to give me all that He has and hates letting me sabotage His dreams for my life.
Can I submit to His call?
Can I really thrive in prayer?
Hebrews 4:16 (New International Version)
Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
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I have registered for the National MS walkagain......so that means I am looking for sponsors.
My team name is Walk On and I am the captain.
My name is Christina Brown in Washington.
Here is the link and I promise not to beat a dead horse this year, I will only mention it once a week.
Thus far I have received a pledge from LuAnne and James....I humbly thank you for your support. I have also received several promises to pledge and I thank those people too. xxoo I promised to only mention it once a week; today is that day.
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Beautiful, Chris.
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Comment from deabvt - 2/10/05 10:36 AM
I have those same conversations with God. Like he is always with me...anythought I have...even the bad ones I believe he hears. Constant guilt and constant company.
Comment from redhdka - 2/8/05 2:46 AM
This is so beautiful. I think of God the first thing in the morning and find that He is interested in all I do all day and He is the last thing on my mind when I go to bed. I try to make this a constant. When I forget to do this, my life tends to not go as smoothly. What amazes me is that He knows me inside and out. He knows my needs more than I do. This is so very comforting to me. So my prayers don't have to be perfect. They can be thoughts or deeds or one words, even. There have been many times in my life when I have had pleading prayer, because of pain (physical and mental) and God has answered my prayers in ways that I find amazing, and because of this, I am enhralled and have gotten closer to Him and realize that, yes, He does care, and, yes, He does want all of me! Thanks for this entry! xox
Comment from valphish - 2/1/05 7:41 AM
Beautiful entry. I find my "prayers" are thoughts or meditations now; or even an act done mindfully.
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Comment from theresarrt7 - 1/31/05 12:10 AM
Thank you for this entery I loved it. I was lead to your journal by val a very sweet lady. I will defintly be back. I too pray every day to my friend, savior, my best confident. He is everything to me. So I hope you have a good weekend God bless kelley I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his spirit in your inner being Ephesians 3;16
Comment from freedxchrist00 - 1/30/05 10:40 AM
My prayers are an everyday, never-ending conversation with God. I sometimes wonder is He ever thinks, "Does she ever shut up?" LOL! : )
Angela
Comment from readmereadyou - 1/29/05 8:58 PM
I love this entry about prayer. It is so truthful. I love praying for other's needs and often I don't even relize I am praying, our talks are not formal, that interal converstation going on constantly.
Much love,
Mary
Comment from hunybea4him - 1/29/05 8:26 PM
Christina,
I've learned one thing about praying...... I ask for what I want and ask that God's Will be done. And, I try not to ask for patience. Because then I am racked through the coals..... God knows my needs and wants. I ask anyway. I ask for me ~~~ I ask for those I know who are in need. I even ask for those who aren't. As you said, God knows the secret heart.
I am honored to support you in the MS walk. I wish I could be there with you. Love you bunches LuAnne
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Comment from thebaabee - 1/29/05 3:39 PM
Oh, the questions at the end are ones that I work with every day. Submitting to the will of God and seeing it unfold in your life is so beautiful, but so difficult. Thriving in prayer is an ongoing challenge.
Comment from sistercdr - 1/29/05 2:37 PM
Please send the link to donate like you did last year, you know I will help you.
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Christina you write with such heart. I do believe you must bleed words.....
ReplyDeleteAgain, Lovely.
ReplyDeleteI`ll be linking the MS walk, give me a week!
Hugs,
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