Lately there has been a swirl of activity in my life; albeit private swirls, but confusing and full of running to and fro. I have struggled against enemies known and unknown without feeling like I could win.
There have people who have been hateful and ugly but to whom I owe nothing and yet the scorn strings.
Will I ever get over the pains? Oh yes.
Times when people rub salt into wounds that I neither created or deserve.
And yet like a badge of honor I still hold myself in deep regard, feeling that I am deserving of good things.
I still feel unable to blog freely because the lurker, the blog police, still pops in and out of my world to stealthily monitor my writings. A thief. A thug.
I wonder then if there will be release...
I dream in color, write poetry, talk about God, parent kids and finally wonder about it all
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January 15th
One year ago today I began to eat differently. It is called the Ketogenic diet and the information is out there for free ...
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I believe in God, I know, I know...some of you are shocked. Dismayed by the news. How could she do this to us, you ask? An intelligent wo...
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When Theresa Williams first started blogging, back at the "other" place, she did a fabulous job of reaching out to people and try...