Holly Kay Hoopingarner 10-13-66 to 5-26-86 ~ Repost

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Holly Kay Hoopingarner 10-13-66 to 5-26-86

There was a dream of peace that use to dance upon my eyes...softly and forever capturing the essence of who I am. I remember long girl talks about the power of reason, the truth of freedom and the way to eat strawberries. I remember you my friend yet today as if you only just waltzed threw the door. For certainly you have not been dead almost 20 years, not when your heart beats still in my soul.

I miss you. A lot.


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mercy covers my eyes

gritty with the sand of

hastily built castles

the ones with fabulous

motes and towers

but it is grace

that brings the waves

close enough to feel

and memory that warms

the ocean's very edge



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And for some, going home habors no joy. Simple regret and heavy hearted mourning for sure....but not joy.

I seem to have lost my way home perhaps because they sold it or perhaps because the joy of it existed only in my soul. The light of youth still flickers in that mirror of life....the lines on my face deceive even me.


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    Comment from ckays1967 - 2/19/05 9:45 AM



    Beautiful! Prayers.
    V
    Comment from deabler3 - 2/19/05 7:15 AM



    What a beautiful wrighting, Yes I too believe they live on in our hearts.
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    Comment from memedecarlis - 2/18/05 9:33 AM



    Thank you for your visit to my world the other day... Hugs to you in your sad moment! I am sorry you lost your friend! **life seems to happen when your busy doing other things... ** You write beautifuly! I am inspired by your heart.
    Take care and I have been lighting a candle for my friend Mark, tonight I will light one for yours as well.

    ~The dancing wolf
    Comment from shewolfdancing - 2/16/05 6:19 PM



    beautiful tribute...

    ~JerseyGirl
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    Comment from cneinhorn - 2/16/05 6:19 AM



    I have continually struggled with the idea of "home." I've found that reading takes me deep into my imagination, and I think that's my real home, not where I grew up and not even where I physically live now. Books make me happy in a way I missed in my upbringing. What a blessing books are! http://journals.aol.com/theresarrt7/TheresaWilliams-author/
    Comment from theresarrt7 - 2/13/05 9:52 PM



    May she always remain alive in your beautiful heart.
    Angela


    Comment from readmereadyou - 2/13/05 7:35 PM



    Today is my sister's birthday. I could have written this...but she's only been dead ten years. {{{{{Christina}}}}} Lisa :-]
    Comment from mlraminiak - 2/13/05 6:28 PM



    I'm not that person but I miss you alot anyway.
    a
    Comment from dallas0406 - 2/13/05 6:06 PM

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  2. Very beautiful Christina.
    It's hard saying godbye but one never has to let go...
    Hugs
    TJ

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  3. I still remember the day she left this world. I'm sorry you still hurt. You will see her again... She was an incredible person.
    xoxo,
    Lori

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  4. I enjoy your writing Christina, some times I think I'm understanding something, and then at others not. The important thing is that you keep thinking thoughts and writing them down. We'll maybe meet somewhere in the middle. We tend to think God is is the center!

    Joy to you!
    Us

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  5. The poem is even better, the 2nd reading.
    Hugs,
    V

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