Sunday, February 13, 2005
Holly Kay Hoopingarner 10-13-66 to 5-26-86
There was a dream of peace that use to dance upon my eyes...softly and forever capturing the essence of who I am. I remember long girl talks about the power of reason, the truth of freedom and the way to eat strawberries. I remember you my friend yet today as if you only just waltzed threw the door. For certainly you have not been dead almost 20 years, not when your heart beats still in my soul.
I miss you. A lot.
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mercy covers my eyes
gritty with the sand of
hastily built castles
the ones with fabulous
motes and towers
but it is grace
that brings the waves
close enough to feel
and memory that warms
the ocean's very edge
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And for some, going home habors no joy. Simple regret and heavy hearted mourning for sure....but not joy.
I seem to have lost my way home perhaps because they sold it or perhaps because the joy of it existed only in my soul. The light of youth still flickers in that mirror of life....the lines on my face deceive even me.
I dream in color, write poetry, talk about God, parent kids and finally wonder about it all
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In front of a Paradise Valley Home, many moons ago, a desperate young woman sat in a station wagon with a loaded handgun and a broken heart....
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My Mom will be here tomorrow!!!!!!!!!
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Comment from ckays1967 - 2/19/05 9:45 AM
Beautiful! Prayers.
V
Comment from deabler3 - 2/19/05 7:15 AM
What a beautiful wrighting, Yes I too believe they live on in our hearts.
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Comment from memedecarlis - 2/18/05 9:33 AM
Thank you for your visit to my world the other day... Hugs to you in your sad moment! I am sorry you lost your friend! **life seems to happen when your busy doing other things... ** You write beautifuly! I am inspired by your heart.
Take care and I have been lighting a candle for my friend Mark, tonight I will light one for yours as well.
~The dancing wolf
Comment from shewolfdancing - 2/16/05 6:19 PM
beautiful tribute...
~JerseyGirl
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Comment from cneinhorn - 2/16/05 6:19 AM
I have continually struggled with the idea of "home." I've found that reading takes me deep into my imagination, and I think that's my real home, not where I grew up and not even where I physically live now. Books make me happy in a way I missed in my upbringing. What a blessing books are! http://journals.aol.com/theresarrt7/TheresaWilliams-author/
Comment from theresarrt7 - 2/13/05 9:52 PM
May she always remain alive in your beautiful heart.
Angela
Comment from readmereadyou - 2/13/05 7:35 PM
Today is my sister's birthday. I could have written this...but she's only been dead ten years. {{{{{Christina}}}}} Lisa :-]
Comment from mlraminiak - 2/13/05 6:28 PM
I'm not that person but I miss you alot anyway.
a
Comment from dallas0406 - 2/13/05 6:06 PM
warm hug your way. judi
ReplyDeleteVery beautiful Christina.
ReplyDeleteIt's hard saying godbye but one never has to let go...
Hugs
TJ
I still remember the day she left this world. I'm sorry you still hurt. You will see her again... She was an incredible person.
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Lori
I enjoy your writing Christina, some times I think I'm understanding something, and then at others not. The important thing is that you keep thinking thoughts and writing them down. We'll maybe meet somewhere in the middle. We tend to think God is is the center!
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Us
The poem is even better, the 2nd reading.
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V