"For me, what ultimately resolves the terror inherent in sublimation for many artists is their understanding of their place in the Creator`s plan." Deabvt, better known as V
This is really strong stuff. Ideas to mull over and concepts that haunt a woman when she is trying to work on a Performa and calculate payroll...Especially since, in her heart, she is an Artist.
Vince replied, in an e-mail, about an old poem he wrote that was raw and private. To honor his privacy, since I remember the poem completely, I won't go into the details but lets just say it was RAW with impact and in my opinion that alone made the poem superb. I digress. I was going to respond to his e-mail with one of my own but then thought I'd like to share these thoughts publicly to see what others might think...
You know, open myself up to more critiquing because it also opens my mind up to new ways of seeing and I am certain, to new books I shall have to own and read. LOL
So:
Dear V,
I often think you have robbed yourself by removing the poem. Raw emotion though can be hard to display in such a public fashion; however, I also think that it is from true emotion that we do our most sincere work, our best writing. The poem you wrote to replace it with is also very good and deals with the same issue with less pain for both the reader and the writer...
Now, I am afraid that I don't remember who Boswell and Johnson are so if you would refresh my memory I'd be glad to choose. (I just hope you aren't talking about Johnson from "Johnson & Johnson" LOL)....You have always reminded me of a close friend and someone I could count on. Wise counsel, so to speak but long before I ever knew what you did for a living. I knew who your soul was first Vince, I work that way. I am more interested in WHO a person is than what they do, because WHAT they do is immaterial in the long run of eternity. When we are done all we take is the essence of character, God won't care what we did but if we did it to the best of our ability and to His glory.
The removal of glorifying self is where most people decide that Faith, any faith is not for them. Faith over Self is, in my mind, almost on the same level as Good over Evil, if not the same thing. Not to say or even imply that I think of Self as evil, not even slightly, but to say that Self has the propensity for Evil whereas true Faith in a Deity outside of Self removes the Evil. (Satan Worshipping though could be used as an argument against this line of thinking. So, I must say I am referring to a Deity that is perceived as good and pure.) Some selfishness is good but not all selfishness is right. Therein lies the crux of the issue...How to balance it?
There is certainly more thinking to be done on this issue...as there has been for thousands of years.
I dream in color, write poetry, talk about God, parent kids and finally wonder about it all
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Hi Christina. A few thoughts...
ReplyDeleteJohnson wrote the 1st great Dictionary of the English language; Boswell was his biographer and diarist.
Do you really still have access to the poem I deleted? Could you email it to me? I don`t have a copy, don`t remember all the words.Maybe I should rethink its deletion. Hmmmmmm....
I`m on the side of faith in the Creator. I agree with Becker, Rank and Kierkegaard. There`s a sadness in Freud`s life that his genius could never be humbled before the Being who endowed him with its power. The artist, which I define as anyone trying to live his/her life to its fullest potential,{see Aynetal`s comment} can feel most fulfilled if he can accept himself as that animal who must attempt to be as God, yet in the same breath, bow to the wonder of his Creator. Not an easy task.
In an earlier comment, Theresa wrote of the French describing the sexual act as la petit morte, the little death. I believe the root of this lies in its being the ultimate creative act, more so than even art, since it is something that we share equally. In the grand scheme of things, this is as close as we get to Godliness.
V
Sex as godliness...
ReplyDeleteArt as godliness...
Good lunchtime fodder.
Hi, roomie!
ReplyDeleteI posted a comment in V's blog, and I used the word "crux." Now I come to your journal, and you used it, too...and yours was written before mine! I may have stolen Jodi's "i" but I did NOT steal your crux! It was apparently the word of the day, unbeknownst to me. ::grin::
"Not to say or even imply that I think of Self as evil, not even slightly, but to say that Self has the propensity for Evil whereas true Faith in a Deity outside of Self removes the Evil." Christina, are you saying that if someone has a true and pure faith in God and puts Him before Self that Evil cannot still exist within the person? How does one know if his faith is enough to remove Evil? Who says what is and is not Evil? Can an agnostic or atheist be free of Evil?
Geez, this is the stuff that makes me such a liberal when it comes to religion. I think I reside in the land of gray regarding God. I see and feel a kind God who views all as His children. I do not doubt His existence for a moment. Never really have. He is in my thoughts daily. And, yes, I talk to Him quite a bit.
I hope V decides to share his poem. This chatter about it has me intrigued.
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