Thursday, September 9, 2004
Transition still feels out of sync no matter how much sense it makes.
Sometimes other people can nail our own feelings so very well can't they???? Reading this line was like being smacked on the back of my head by an old beloved boss...I knew it was coming but it still surprised me. I have been reading his journal for awhile now~with morbid curiousity, with gut wrenching fear, with wonder for his true and sincere love for Patti and finally just because I have to know. I read all the journals I read for the same reasons...to feel connected to this world and to the humans that dwell here. (No, I am not an alien.)
January 15th
One year ago today I began to eat differently. It is called the Ketogenic diet and the information is out there for free ...
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Hey, Dear One,
I have been reading just not writing. Had my hand surgery and am now improving. Daddy is FINALLY home from the hospital. He was there from 8/6 thru 8/27, then back on 8/31 and home this morning. He is tough so maybe he will get thru this.
I followed your link today and like your Mom, my 'heart hurts' when I think of you getting to 'that place'. I would love to read more that journal but don't know how to go backwards?? Guess I am a little slow on some things. But like your Mom, would love to see you less stressed, less tired, and lots more happy.
I love you my Friend,
A
Comment from dallas0406 - 9/10/04 4:19 PM
I too worry about you but when I catch myself doing it too much I remind myself of whose you are. Then I feel better. You are such in inspiration to me..Love you.
*Barb*
Comment from barbpinion - 9/10/04 1:43 PM
Christina, everyday when I go online the first thing I do is read your journal. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I smile, and sometimes like now, I feel absolute fear for you. I followed your link today and read several pages from the begining in daddyleers journal. Reading about his wife killed me because I know that one day you will follow in her footsteps. I don't know how to handle this destructive thief that is hell bent on stealing your life and your health. So please sweetie, take care of yourself, get enough rest and do not allow any more stress in your life. love, mom
Comment from tsgerkin - 9/10/04 4:18 AM
{{{Chris }}} Please take care of yourself.
V
Comment from deabvt - 9/10/04 1:45 AM
That really is a good line. I too find a lot of wonderful thoughts/words on these journal pages. Yours being one of them. : )
Angela
Comment from readmereadyou - 9/9/04 9:06 PM
and now he has died
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